NEW SELF HELP BOOK

That's what I need. On how to play dumb without wavering.



By the way, my darling of the compalining fame, even if i could shed u off, I wouldn't. Luv u too much .



About those old relationships, I'm so over with them. I hate to throw out people but sometimes, we need space to heal.



Someone explain to me how... I don't even know how to put it. I've been abridging and standardising my resolutions. I've resolved to think and be serene. You may think it's wiered for me to resolve to think but I hardly do it. I usually go with what feels right. It's been working in the past but with alot of drama thrown in. I don't like to think because it upsets me, gives me a headache sometimes. This year, ama think like i've never thought before. Not too long, just long enough.



Think about what? Many things; the repurcussions of going out on a date with someone you are sure is not making it past first base. Like the repurcussions of leaving things too late so that I can rely on the adrenaline rush to get them done on time. Like the things i let out my mouth, many things



Concerning serenity, no arguments. Ama let all anger and rage wash right over me. Confrontations are so exhausting, they leave me feeling drained. No more. If we don't agree, we agree to disagree. No drama.

Got punk'd today. am still reeling. Am also going to need a book on how not to be sooo gullible. I swear a 2 eyed man can tell me he actually has 6 eyes and I'll believe! I need to become just abit more cynical. Guilty till proven innocent. And, to whom it may concern: am determined to hook up with a vampire!! Atte brothers with false teeth need not apply. Sorry, am not making sense.